On the one hand it has been a depressing week:
Firstly I have been waiting to hear from a potential client regarding a pitch for a large project. The pitching process took months of effort. I’ve been on tenterhooks and can’t settle, checking my email constantly. I can’t understand why they are delaying the result and am starting to be convinced we haven’t got it.
Secondly I heard that a number of friends have lost their jobs. This made me very angry at the people that did this and I spent a whole afternoon in a bad mood.
The incessant wind and rain and ever rising flood levels (I live by the River Thames) has been a real worry. I am increasingly frustrated by the politicians who seem to offer nothing but platitudes.
Finally I have an injury and after 6 weeks of rest I am still only able to run 3 – 4 miles a day very cautiously.
On the other hand it’s been a good week:
Firstly I have been waiting to hear from a potential client regarding a pitch for a large project. We did great to get through to the final round and learned loads in the process. I had weaned myself off constantly checking email and being on tenterhooks has lead me back into bad habits, it’s noticeable how it distracts you and prevents you from fully attending to the here and now which I hadn’t really appreciated before.
Secondly I heard that a number of friends have lost their jobs, I was quite angry for a while. Of course once I calmly looked at it I realised that raging is pointless. Having compassion and finding ways to help would be more useful. So I contacted them and offered to help. By reaching out they know I care.
The incessant wind and rain and ever rising flood levels (I live by the River Thames) is a concern. Yet there is nothing I can do about the weather. Accepting the issue and getting on with what needs to be done in the short term is more productive. And maybe if we keep the pressure on this will help the climate change naysayers see the truth.
I have an injury and after 6 weeks of rest I am now able to run 3 – 4 miles a day albeit cautiously. If I do some cross training and keep healing I’ll still make a spring race or two. And today a gentle 4 miler in a rare burst of sunny, calm weather felt just great.
I know which week I chose to have. What will you choose?
I’m broke but I’m happy
I’m poor but I’m kind
I’m short but I’m healthy, yeah
I’m high but I’m grounded
I’m sane but I’m overwhelmed
I’m lost but I’m hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything’s gonna be fine fine fine
’cause I’ve got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five